Thursday, April 18, 2013
First time for everything
This week was a lot of first. I had my first kiss with my first boyfriend, I also had a first sleepover in his boarding house. And... a first sexual experience. It was awkward though and it was pretty one-sided. He ended up giving me a blowjob but I never got to return the favor. :( Either way, I know that this is going to bloom into something greater. And I'm happy for that.
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
First true date | The Magic in Magsaysay Park
It was an ordinary day so far. The routines were quite similar that I even doubted that this day would change. Nevertheless, I was surprised, although I really shouldn't because we both planned to meet this afternoon. Indeed, I am still new to the dating world. But somehow, that adventurous side of me wanted to try out something new and indeed the day started out as something that truly exceeded my expectations.
We agreed to meet at around 2p.m and I was running late already because well, for one I do not know where the heck this Magsaysay Park is (yep, a third year student in Davao still did not know that, shame indeed.), I am also anxious whether I look okay or if I'm ready emotionally. Every little delays continued on and I ended up extremely late. The icing there is that the guy wasn't there and he asked me for load. At first, I was distrustful. Though I still decided to look for somewhere that sells cell phone load, I was inwardly contemplating whether or not I should go. And yep, that's the suspicious and distrustful side of me taking over, though I would regret that later.
When indeed we met, I was at first anxious, shy and a little bit wary. But we easily talked as we went over to his place which is a first. Most strangers that I've met weren't easy to talk to, particularly because I'm your self-proclaimed introvert and because there's no connection for us as well as the dull topic that we usually end up chatting with. So it was indeed a surprise when we talked easily. We went into his room and did nothing but talk of all sorts of random things, bringing out words with me with simply talking. Slowly, we ended up getting closer and even when his roommates arrived, we were cuddling on his bed, still talking and perhaps getting to know a little bit better.
An hour or two passed and we decided to eat and take an evening walk, where we ended back in Magsaysay park to eat (minute burger) and continued talking. An hour or two passed (I really can't recall, I was having such a good time that I forgot to keep track of the time. In the end, he was such a gentleman to walk me back to my dormitory with a good night kiss topping it all off to a sweet and subtle conclusion. He invited me however to sleepover tomorrow. And I can't help but agree, it was all so exciting.
Though I found it ironic that our date started and ended in Magsaysay park, I believe that there are new feelings growing within me. I was exposed to a world I haven't seen before (though it was only for a few moments) and I am extremely glad to have this opportunity. I was hoping that this relationship would last longer. I'd expect rough roads but I'm going to enjoy this one and perhaps even mature emotionally.
Excellent NIGHT! :)
We agreed to meet at around 2p.m and I was running late already because well, for one I do not know where the heck this Magsaysay Park is (yep, a third year student in Davao still did not know that, shame indeed.), I am also anxious whether I look okay or if I'm ready emotionally. Every little delays continued on and I ended up extremely late. The icing there is that the guy wasn't there and he asked me for load. At first, I was distrustful. Though I still decided to look for somewhere that sells cell phone load, I was inwardly contemplating whether or not I should go. And yep, that's the suspicious and distrustful side of me taking over, though I would regret that later.
When indeed we met, I was at first anxious, shy and a little bit wary. But we easily talked as we went over to his place which is a first. Most strangers that I've met weren't easy to talk to, particularly because I'm your self-proclaimed introvert and because there's no connection for us as well as the dull topic that we usually end up chatting with. So it was indeed a surprise when we talked easily. We went into his room and did nothing but talk of all sorts of random things, bringing out words with me with simply talking. Slowly, we ended up getting closer and even when his roommates arrived, we were cuddling on his bed, still talking and perhaps getting to know a little bit better.
An hour or two passed and we decided to eat and take an evening walk, where we ended back in Magsaysay park to eat (minute burger) and continued talking. An hour or two passed (I really can't recall, I was having such a good time that I forgot to keep track of the time. In the end, he was such a gentleman to walk me back to my dormitory with a good night kiss topping it all off to a sweet and subtle conclusion. He invited me however to sleepover tomorrow. And I can't help but agree, it was all so exciting.
Though I found it ironic that our date started and ended in Magsaysay park, I believe that there are new feelings growing within me. I was exposed to a world I haven't seen before (though it was only for a few moments) and I am extremely glad to have this opportunity. I was hoping that this relationship would last longer. I'd expect rough roads but I'm going to enjoy this one and perhaps even mature emotionally.
Excellent NIGHT! :)
Thursday, April 11, 2013
Davao City Again - Thesis Start
Finally settled in my dorm after a long 5 and a half-hour trip from my hometown. I was hoping to convene with my thesis mates tomorrow to lay down our plans for this summer. Though things are still calm, the dormitory has a lot of things to offer for my plate. Apparently, I have to switch rooms again according to policy issues. Which would entail the hassle of lugging around my belongings and settling once more.
On the bright side, our grade for Philosophy has finally been uploaded. I am so happy with the result not only because I didn't study for it but it was a time where I had to rely a lot on guess-work because my brain was busy (at that time) trying to review materials for the Molecular Biology exam for the afternoon. I ended up getting distracted during the final exam for Philosophy. But the result was more than admirable and satisfactory, easing the stress that I had experienced from the trip and from the quirky arrangement in the dormitory.
On the bright side, our grade for Philosophy has finally been uploaded. I am so happy with the result not only because I didn't study for it but it was a time where I had to rely a lot on guess-work because my brain was busy (at that time) trying to review materials for the Molecular Biology exam for the afternoon. I ended up getting distracted during the final exam for Philosophy. But the result was more than admirable and satisfactory, easing the stress that I had experienced from the trip and from the quirky arrangement in the dormitory.
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